Pain Triggering Sadness..

It’s on nights like these when my health issues rear their ugly heads that often my will to fight off my depression is severely weakened..

I have many health issues unfortunately, weak heart, migraines, high blood pressure, and worst of all, neck pain. Stress triggers my neck pain and it causes some of the worst pain I’ve ever felt. And it’s completely unrelenting. No pain meds seem to touch it, I’ve tried creams and pretty much every type of payable service their is and it’s a no go.

Tonight it’s bad, just tense and locked up. We all hold our stress somewhere in the body they say. When I’m in physical pain it triggers all the bad things I’m trying to not think about. So of course ‘A’ comes instantly to mind like fucking cannon blast.

Does anyone else have this issue? Physical pain triggering an avalanche of depression?

I’ll leave it with- My neck is throbbing with the ache of my heart..🍂

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